4 PUNCHES

4 years of my life went off like flowing water. so many ups n downs came in d way n passed away..

1st year of those 4 years, ws the most INNOCENT year. A gal came to a new place, far away 4m her home, place was HOSTEL. started her new journey. year of ragging, afraid of ragging bt still wanted to get ragged. Following "FUNDAS" given by seniors and among all dose "FUNDAS" best 1 was that 'U can ask 4 treat 4m seniors newhere netym u want n dey hve to give. very sincere student who was updated with her studies bt still got backlog.After all dese, got FRESHERS' PARTY just awesome and thanks to seniors. All new faces of 1st day of hostel became Familiar.

2nd year, year of LESSON. Became FUNDA FREE and d most important change... nw became a SENIOR. no more fear of ragging nw i've d power to take ragging. unfortunately or can say fortunately blamed 4 ragging 4 no reason, got dismissed for 1 week 4m college n charged Rs. 5000/- only as FINE bt m grateful to those familiar faces who helpd me financially + morally , n those faces which became friend showed their frndshp in real meaning. in b/w 1 thing got changed that sincere student of 1st year started bunking classes n guess wat cleared her backlog.

3rd year, PERFECT year of my 4 years. everything was Awestruck. Gal grown up wid new qualities n d best quality was quality of 'CHEATING'. Ah...new ways of cheating in class tests (CTs)  bt got caught n still saying "I wasn't CHEATING". cheating styles are only 4 CTs i am very honest for my End Semester Exams. Happy wid result n wid personal life coz some1 really make me feel that I AM SPECIAL 4 DAT SUM1.. shared all d feelings wid my true friends who were just FACES, then became FAMILIAR, then FRIENDS and nw TRUE FRIENDS.


4th year, LAST year. missed sum1 n trying to move on wid lyf..bt wid everything my BLUNDERS r always dere to support me n this tym.."name in d list of detention".. Oh god!! lat yearn DETENTION bt anyhow it came to FINE of Rs. 10000/- only.. by god's grace n NAUTANKI'S grace managed it to FINE of Rs.5800/- only. and then 1 more achievement -" make 1 faculty of my deptt. cry"..God please do take care of my SESSIONALS. bt 1 thing which ws good, that ws recruitment. now i became an EMPLOYED ENGINEER 4m a ORDINARY STUDENT..oh i forgot 1 thing 2 say those TRUE FRIENDS  were also dere in DETENTION LIST..and reduced my mental stress by saying " TU AKELI THODI HAIN HUM HAIN YAAR"...

So many things to say but my vocab is very limited for my feelings and CASES. Don't want to go back 4m this HOME which ws just a PLACE in 1st year, want to stay here wid my true friends..few things 2 say dat... LOVE U ALL BUDDIES, THANKS 4 EVERYTHING N THANKS 4 BEING PART OF MY LYF.. 

Tears

tears, yes i said tears. best pal in ur lyf, always wid u.

1 phase of lyf...if u r happy, they will roll down ur cheeks wid ur happiness. to express d joy u r feeling, it spreads the happiness or i can say it increases d happiness exponentially.

another phaase of lyf...if u r sad, they will again roll down ur cheeks with sadness, to show the sorrow. but this tym tears dont increase it but just came out to feel heart light.

tears r d real pearl inside u. droplets of water to carry ur emotions. misconception with tears is that people think if tears are present then someting sad happened but the truth is that it is the treasure wich u'll always have and u dont need to be insecure for it.

tears come out unintentionally with the intention to show u up that dnt feel alone i'll b always there for u. watever be the situation i'll always stay in ur eyes.

My Needs

4m d rays of d dawn
4m d shine of d sun
4m d twinkle of d stars
I feel ur warmth....

In d dark ni8
Wen i close my eyes
I need ur arms
2 hold me tight...

Wen i wake up in d morning
I need ur appearance infrnt of me
I need ur hug
2 support me d whole day

Wen d day cums to its end
I need ur lap
2 lay down
2 vanish my whole day's wore out

4 beats of my heart
4 breathe of my life
4 steps of my feet
I need U n only U....

Even den i know
My needs r nt going 2 b accomplished
But my needs need U
My committment needs U 2 get committed...

Its Never Too Late To Start

Its all bout wat v think
Its all bout wat v see
Its all bout wat v listen
N its all bout wat v speak

D thing wat v think
Thing is dat wat v've seen
Words wat v listen
Words r dose wat v've spoken

Its all in us
Only just v've 2 implement it
Only just v've 2 start
Its never too late to start

Stepup wid sum gud thoughts
Get sum courage 4m inside
Present ur vision 2 outside
N blow ur thoughts lyk vibes

Hard 2 wait 4 nethng
So y 2 let d tym pass
Present scenario says
To hold on, not 2 let go

Stay on d thoughts wich ur soul allows
Do, wat ur soul says
Do, wen ur soul says....cause
Its never too late to start...